Two Thousand and Twelve

own photo - September 2011

Most of you know, I am a graphic designer by profession and a spiritualist in the closet. I haven't really announce to the world (especially the graphic designers) about who I really am except for those groups of spiritual people at the temple or fairs.

I feel, however, that one day is soon arriving to make that declaration. "Hey World! I'm Jessie and I'm a psychic!" I can already sense the future confusion and uncomfortableness coming from the receivers. It's always interesting to see others' reactions when they go "from computer work to working with the unseen?" Yeap!

The term psychic and medium is actually quite old-fashion now. Most psychics now call themselves either Intuitive Counselor or Spiritual Advisor. By the way, I thought this is interesting - all psychics are mediums but not all mediums are psychic. I can attest to that.

The year of 2012 will be a year of huge career change for me and I trust it is also the same for a lot of you out there. It is a time of releasing old patterns, habits, thoughts and emotions while we embrace the new energy, new life, new thinking and embracing the real you. 2012 will be a year where everyone will start doing what they actually wanted to do and not let the society dictate their career path. Finances will also become unimportant and people will start diverting to a system of barter.

2012 is NOT a year of apocalypse, however it is true that there will be many more disasters - earthquake, flood, forest fire, volcano eruption will be frequent. However, do not live life in fear of what is going to happen. Rather, look at the meaning behind it. If you are afraid of death, think of it this way. Your body is just a vehicle. Many souls return to home, called Heaven in our terms, and are happier, more peaceful and younger than we all are here on the three-dimensional plane. Your life is not pre-destined - you write your own destiny. If you start 'writing' positivity over negativity, your life will start shifting for the better. Imagine if you could do that for yourself, and then set a good example for your family and friends, the ripple effect will start shifting Earth's energy causing less disasters or even be gone.

The real meaning behind the impending disasters is actually a reminder from the Universe that we have to start releasing old, negative ways - such as the way we eat excessively, the greed with money, the ill-treatment towards our environment causing all sorts of pollution, the war, the involvement in unhealthy relationships, gossips and drama.

That said, it is safe to assume that many of us will still walk into 2012 unaware of the vibrational change on Earth's energy. The energy has change so much these few months, since June and it feels like everyone is on a crash course. We have start noticing that everything we secretly wish in our mind has manifested in reality. Months and weeks began to move by rapidly and people are grumpier because they can't handle how things are not working as it used to be. You'll start noticing changes in your diet, that you may be craving for more vegetable or you get sick more often, which is a sign of detoxification.

November 11, 2011 is the final wave of energy which will be ushering in 2012.

11.11.11 will be a time where all portals of energy will open from the other dimensions to basks us with blessings and new information. Because of these changes, a lot of us are 'called' to perform our spiritual duty. I'm one of them. My support team has been preparing my body, mind and soul for that moment, in order to assist those who are unaware or needs help with ascending.

So don't worry about the world coming to an end for it will not. The planet Earth is fine on its own. Haven't you notice, despite the excessive amount of pollution, Earth is still striving to provide water, food and shelter to all of us? We need not worry about our planet, but for ourselves as this is our only place to live. It is us that is UNABLE to handle the pollution. Not Mother Earth.

P/S: Oh by the way, my dragon insist his name is Sula, which I've also confirmed with a couple other people. He is a Romanian dragon who has assist witches in many lifetimes and now wants to assist me in healing others with a candle lit in front of his face. 

Mushu

Once during a meditation, I remember seeing a dragon following me as an animal guardian from the other realm. Since I connected with my past lives and such, I realized I might have worked with a dragon before. He's coming into this lifetime to protect me again.

I had a reading from my boss, who is the Reverend, claimed that there's a dragon who wanted to be with me. He wants to protect me from all harms.

She described that it's a medium size dragon made of darker wood and it stands upright. This certain dragon has an energy that is specifically for me - just like what they talked about crystal skull. They choose you to be the master, not you choose them.

I heard that news almost 2 months back and had sort of given up on the hope of finding my dragon, thinking that I might have just made it all up. There, my ego talking. I trust Reverend when she said my protective, humorous dragon will come to me one day, on sale at a store. She said I will know and will sense he is the one, right away.

Yesterday night, we decided to eat out at a Japanese restaurant. Hub said he wanted to go to this metaphysical store to check out some of their stuff since it was still early in the evening and only next to the restaurant we wanted to go for dinner. I liked the idea and once we arrived, I jumped out of the car as if the store had something for me. A few minutes later, Hub pointed out to me this dark wood dragon sitting on top of a shelf. My heart skipped a beat. I heard my heart sang loudly "HE IS THE ONE!"

Without a doubt.

Mushu was excited, I heard chuckling. I held Mushu for the first time and he gave me vibration on my hands. I was giddy with excitement, giggling as I held him to my heart. I couldn't put him down. It was strange! I never thought, ever in my life, that I would have a fascination or a spiritual connection to something I've always thought was a mythical creature. In the past, I was guilty of laughing at people collecting statues of Kuan Yin yet I'm doing so right now.

Suffice to say, he came home with us. I held him the second time and he made me very emotional. The feeling was like a reunion with a loved one you haven't seen for a long, long time. I was literally becoming weepy. How strange huh?

He has only spend 2 nights with me here at home and had already made me feel protected and secure. He's like the final piece of support team I have to have before embarking on my spiritual journey. Mushu will be by my side at all times from now on - I asked "right Mushu?" And he laughed. That made me laugh.

Blending Event Recap

At the Blending event, this is how I set up my booth. The two aliens beside me are not mine. :X Despite the lack of enhancement on my sacred space, I had a really good day. 

Next time, I can add Mushu in... yey! Though he said his name is Xu La, I like Mushu better. He's my personal bodyguard, my protector against negative energy, entities and human. He blows fire to those who intend to harm me.

Here, Master Jerry and I took a picture together to mark my first event with him. He had talked forever about recruiting me and now I'm here. He reminded me of how far I came which is ironic as it has only been 3 months since I work with what people call my 'gifts', but I call it a skill. It's something that can be developed.

I did reading for a record amount of 14 people that day - starting from 11am to 7.30pm, including healing two chronic sick people. Jerry found my energy, amongst others, to be compatible with the Power Team. The team includes him, Kat King, who practice ancient healing art and Dr. Eldridge Huntington, who is just a natural healer like me. Because it was our first time implementing Jerry's idea, each of us start out by scanning the body of our guinea pigs and then share what we find. Amazingly, we all discovered the same health problems from our 'patient'.

An example of my first case study - we had a very sickly elderly Hispanic woman, probably in her late 60s. Four of us scanned her body and found pretty much the same thing - she has heart problem, weak in pumping her blood, hence bad blood circulation, probably the attack of some virus or some toxic attached to it because the blood was thickening. That gave clues to poor liver and kidney. Lastly, the extreme pain on her right thigh due to lack of blood circulation which end up causing her muscle to degenerate. I asked her daughter who stood there to help us translate Spanish, if she felt throbbing pain on her right leg and she said yes. Her daughter continued to say that just two weeks ago, the doctors help her removed some veins from her right thigh due to varicose veins complications. I was shock by the accuracy of the scan.

We then stood at each organ that needed attention. Kat took care of the heart, Jerry took care of the blood, Dr. Huntington was at the feet sending energy and I was at the liver and kidney. I channeled the energy of the universe aka our God, the Source, whatever you want to call our Maker and send the healing energy to her kidney and liver. I see white light clearing and detoxifying the organs as it repairs. I don't know how others do it but I guess when the intention is the same, the result is always positive. At the end of it, the elder woman was able to stand up and walk better than she did prior to her getting on top of the bed with a walking stick. It was unbelievable on ego level. It was such an honored to be chosen and be a part of the healing process and to witness it all.

That made my first Blending event very memorable and special. Now if I can only think of a way to make this my day job and earn a living from this, I would do it full time.

The Blending

Last Saturday, I took part as a psychic and a healing practitioner at the Holistic Healing Day in a local spiritual community venue. It was my second time. It was slow day but I got three clients, nevertheless. I worked on donation basis and it all turned out well. Good thing is, I did not have to starve! The best feeling is actually not about seeing donation come my way, but it was the feeling of actually understanding the stranger sitting opposite of me. I sensed they walked away knowing what to do and that I've help them solved their problems. That is what I'm craving for at the moment - more so than my day job.

I have another big event this coming Saturday - The Blending where all the talented, gifted psychics and healers and even E.T. communicators come together to help people awaken to their true self.

I was very fortunate, or shall I say, was guided to meet Jerry a few months back. The moment he met me, he knew I had to be guided. He said "It's like having the best sports car and do not know how to drive it". He requested that I'd be his student and it was really weird that he had never thought of taking on a student or be a master himself. I was the first and only. I was more than happy to oblige. It was something I needed too - a guidance and a teacher. I was very lost at that time.

Since then, we have met up every so often and have learn tons from Jerry. Within months, I am able to go out and practice on my own. He's been proud. Without him, I wouldn't have known what to do with all the information that comes through and the discomfort I face. Because he sees the potential in my growth, he recruited me in the Blending.

How he saw my potential was also another incident worth mentioning. At that time, as lost as I was, I was still able to do energy healing on others. I was already relieving pains and aches for others, physically and remotely. When Jerry tested me on the spot, I was able to tell him where he's having pain, which is on his shoulder and I began to heal him. I sent him the white energy at first, to clear all things from his body and auric field. Then the green colored energy to heal the spot and then the pink light for protection. Within minutes, he felt the relief.

He stood up right before me and said I was good. I was astound and honestly, cannot believe my ears when he said this - "I saw the white light, the green and then the pink". I thought it was just my imagination! Guess it really exist!

The more I practice independently and at fairs as such, I have learn how to trust my own feelings and intuition. It was validated more than needed. The signs were there that I needed to do this. I'm so honor and definitely in alignment with myself when I'm asked to help.

This Saturday will be interesting. I look forward to meet more fascinating people and help them realize their true self as I'm of service to the Source. It is in my blood to heal and guide others.

Father and Son

A family close friend passed away less than a year ago. His death was so sudden, no one would have guess he would die the next day. His family, four children and now, a widow is in a lot of grief and missed him dearly. No one can describe how hard it must have been for them.

On many occasion, I came across his eldest son posting status of him dreaming of his late Father. I'd always feel sorry for him but didn't understand the 'poking' emotion that I got within myself every time I read the status updates. Soon enough, Mr. K's face showed up. Dressed in bright yellow shirt, he was still as cheerful as ever. He pestered me like a little child to tell his son that he is very much alive on the other side. I gave in despite knowing the millions of questions I will have to answer or possibly take on some heinous comments that I'm a nutcase. 

So I went ahead doing Mr. K a favor by sending the message to his son. To my surprise, no one call me a nutcase. Instead, I felt the overwhelming response from his family. It was indeed a very touching moment. Without a doubt, Mr. K was dearly missed. 

Naturally, Mr. K's son got very curious and wanted to know how I communicate with his Dad. I responded, it was no different from how he communicate with his Dad in his dream. I explained that when one goes to sleep, the ego is at rest. The ego in our mind is the one that is supposedly our rational one. The ego tells you that you are delusional for communicating with the unseen. The ego might tell you that you should worry about money. Or that you cannot start a business at age 50. 

How all psychics learned to do it more effectively is that they all learn how to turn the ego's volume down when messages need to come through and clear. We still have to keep our ego though, because without it, we will not have our survival skill. 

One way to tame the ego is through meditation. 5 to 10 minutes a day is sufficient to clear the mind. It comes with practice. Meditation helps one's mind to unclog. Our body acts like a funnel. The information that comes from above is abundant and as it flows through, it is collected through a narrow tunnel, our body. Our human body can only digest so much information at once but in order to receive and digest more, just keep the tunnel clear. When the body is clog with all things negative which we tend to keep, the funnel gets stuck. 

Meditation is one way and the other is be mindful of the things you eat. Vegetarian is one way but it is not necessary. However, keep in mind that eating animal meat that has died in fear has an unconscious affect on our body. We tend to live in fear and has more illness when we digest too much meat. 

Smoking, drinking, drugs and getting involved in dramas are all lower frequency activities. Advertisements on the radio and on TV should also be avoided for the peace of mind. The messages that come through from these media is actually programming your mind, even when you're not listening! That is why we see the inferiority complex in today's society. The materialistic mindset is shaped by these marketing movements. One or two days out of a week avoiding lower frequency activities will be good enough to help you notice the difference in your life.

When your mind is at peace and your ego has quiet down, the next thing you would take note is the thoughts that come through. It can be very sudden and subtle - you might even disregard it as just an imagination. Note that, imagination is indeed information from the other side. You may not believe it. You think you made it all up. Trust me, I get that feeling all the time. But when you trust that it is real, you will get your message validated somewhere somehow.

Sometimes, it is your own guides and angels or deceased loved ones who are sending you those thoughts. That is how you know how to solve the most difficult mathematical question, how to start a business, who to be with in your life or which route to take when you got lost. The instincts is there, but we all hardly notice. In actuality, you ARE hearing the unseen more often than you think!

The next time you meditate, set the intention that you want to communicate with either your deceased Father or your angels. It does not happen overnight but you will notice small miracles in your daily life. It will build up as you trust your inner instincts. Soon enough, you'll have the comfort of knowing that your support team is always with you. They are already with you. It is up to you to discover them!

Messages

Again, I have a strong urge to share two inspirational messages from Archangel Michael today, who is with me at all times. Archangel Michael has shown me in variety of ways that he exist and that he is real. I'll leave that to another chapter but meanwhile, when I asked if he has any messages to those who reading this blog, he said these:

1. Forgive yourself, you've done nothing wrong. 

We all do silly things in the past and we regret our actions. Sometimes, the regrets stay too long and later on, the regret just become part of your system that in whatever you do, you do it out of guilt. One tend to shy away from the limelight because of the guilt for being great. 

This morning, I spoke to a friend and we talked about a restaurant business she once owned. She said she shut the business down in fear off growing big. A huge chain supermarket approached her with an intent to carry her products. On surface level, one would think she cannot handle the amount of work that might come with on this major endeavor. On a deeper level, I sensed that she was afraid of what might appear as 'show off' or 'boastful'. Because when one finds success, green-eyed monsters tend to tag along. The real fear behind it was just that and she agreed. 

Why do we want to keep ourselves mediocre when we can be great? In other words, stop ruminating about the past and talk lovingly of yourself. Know that you can't control other people's feelings or reactions, no matter how hard you try. You've done nothing wrong, as Archangel Michael has said. Forgive yourself that you've let go of a great opportunity. Life is never too late to restart all over again.

2. Go Forward Fearlessly

Archangel Michael stressed that we should all do whatever we feel like doing. If you want to be lazy on the couch for a day, feel free to do so. A lot of people and I'm sure you've met them too, are not doing what they actually love to do. 

My Dad asked me for a spiritual advice for his friend whose business has gone downhill when it was once booming. I saw this person's face in my mind's eye, right after my Dad finished describing what happened to the business and if I know what is going on. First off though, his health has deteriorate and the illness has taken over his life. There goes his lack of willpower and the lack of focus because the business now is an obligation, not a passion. Later on, I got another message saying that he actually really wanted to do landscaping. Gardening and working with soil is his love but he's currently in the electronic business. My Dad told him what I said a few days later and to my surprise (although this has happen many times), he confirmed that his love is indeed with landscaping. He claimed he is too old at age 50 to start a landscaping business. I've seen a 70 year old carrying bags of corn and have no complain that what he does for living is hardship. When one enjoys it, it becomes a pleasure, not a dread. If we all are defined by the number of our age, aren't we all limiting ourselves to the number of things we CAN do? 

So, whatever you have thought of doing and whatever your love is, GO FORWARD FEARLESSLY. When you make a decision to change your life, know that the Universe has its way of supporting you. Your plans will flow smoothly. Make that intention strong as you leave an unhealthy situation. I understand that we tend to get too comfortable at where we are because aren't we all afraid of the unknown? But how else would you know your next path is actually a better one, a brighter one when you don't try?