The New Me

It has been weeks and weeks I felt like I was like fish out of the water. The new changes is asking for some adjustments to be made. My body has undergone so much pollution from my old negative self that is still continue to purge toxic out to the surface. Although I'm overly excited with the new changes, especially now with the new energy entering from 11-11-11, I'm still finding myself making adjustments to live my new life, new body and new mind. 

My new life has now consist of making decisions based on a little business that I intended to have. I have beginning to charge people as soon as I get an OK from my Unseen support team. They have 'graduated' me from my internship, my training phase that I am now set for professional readings and healing sessions. And indeed, once I got the OK, I have felt more comfortable even doing readings for people 20 to 40 years my senior. I am now comfortable to say I know and I understand. I used to have this fear around me that I am too young to understand but I later learn that it is only a number of my age, like I've said to you readers. I've actually been on so many lifetimes - so much that I can even prove to you the documented historical facts that I did not know myself. The facts were only found after a channeled message of my past lives, only to find that those certain countries that I have lived really had the Poland Slovakia border war in 1940s, the Venice painter named Leon Giambatista and the 1400s witches massacre in Scotland. So yes, I've been around for a long time and have learn a lot in order to understand your life. The new life is now comfortable as I've made decisions to forgo some areas in order to completely focus on the current 'plan'. It feels good now to be able to be of service to others without fear and judgment.

My new body is a body that has just lost 20 pounds in 3 months. When I first started losing weight, I was unaware of it. Little did I know, I actually lost 8 pounds when I first discovered that I needed new undergarments. Everything started to get loose. Everything I wore seem to look odd in the mirror. So it wasn't until I went shopping is when I realized, I have dropped a size down. I was completely surprise and was taken back by the fact that I needn't to try hard at all. I used to jog, swim, play tennis, yoga, eat right without losing one single pound. Now, I need not even try and I am not advocating the fact that exercise is unimportant but I feel being truthful to self, and being emotionally healthy, is the gateway to healthy weight loss success. By that I mean, we have to work out whatever our fear, insecurities and frustrations are. All the negativity that we collected MUST be purged out in order to let the new love, light and true self enter the new body. It is only then, you hear your true self what he or she wants. Your true self or what others call the Higher Self, who is just another version of you - just wiser and knows more - understands what your body needs and he or she will guide you to eat what you are suppose to eat in order to detoxify or possibly even cure. Everyone is entitled to that and no one is turn down for wanting to better themselves. It just have to be done the right way. I have been successful at it because I've allowed my Higher Self to help teach me what to eat. I've turn vegetarian but I won't deny eating a big piece of steak if my body is asking for animal protein. Moderation is key as each of our body is different. Initially only wanted to be vegetarian for a week, I have now done it more than 3 months effortlessly. I would not advice everyone to go on a veggie diet just because it was successful for me. Everyone has a different elemental build up to their own anatomy. So the most important thing to weight loss is really to know yourself and what your resentments are. The extra insulation of layers of excess energy mostly stem from childhood frustration, resentment and anger. Admit your true feelings, acknowledge it and let it out.

My new mind is now a mind that is only occupied with love, light and happiness. I call myself a little selfish now as I demand only for the best for myself. For instance, I demand for the freshest vegetables and fruits, I demand for the best sleep at night, I demand for time alone to read and meditate and I demand for the quality time spend with my family or friends - without any obligation to make anyone else happy but me. I would not allow others to tell me what I should or what I cannot do in order to please themselves. My previous mind is the one that was weak and allowed all sorts of manipulation that resulted to losing myself - I forgot who the real Jessie was. Now, I know myself very well and as strong as ever. I do not allow guilt to determine my life. If I sense worries, stress, guilt or fear, I acknowledge it and let it go. I let go to God and the Angels handle it because I know they will help me as long as I just do continue to walk the path and everything will be alright. The outcome is to be determine by them. We can only control so much. Due to that, I made wiser decision and speak eloquently even to the most depressed or difficult person sitting in front of me. If I hurt their feelings, it is obvious their energy does not match with mine and I would not feel bad because I have other people that matches my energy. And because I am strong myself, the ripple effect to help others is unimaginable. I am proud to be able to help others without having to worry if I would be drained by it. I speak of words of love and encouragement, that it becomes inspirational to those who hear, hence improving their life. 

With all that said, I have now become a new person with a new set of tools to work with. I am really excited for the upcoming changes that I am plan on making. The plans are on its way and will be implemented on times that are suitable for its launching. We will see where it takes us from here but for now, I know this is what I'm suppose to do at the moment and the next path is yet to be discovered. The change is a process and the process is unfolding.

Living In The Now

I think I have had a good amount of readings now that is fair for me to say - the majority of people I have talked to believe in the idea of living in the future.

Not to be a downer here, it is completely healthy to fantasize about the future. In fact, it is fun! The future is a place where we hope and dream. It is also a place we mindfully think of what we want to achieve and where we see ourselves grow. The future is a wonderful place to be!

However, too much fantasizing about the future may also hurt us and others. We hurt ourselves when we arrived at the future to find that it is not exactly what we had hoped for. We may also disappoint others because we gave them false hope. How can that happen? You may asked "But I believe in the law of attraction - I trusted it would happen!"

Because a lot of us focus so much on the future, we forget about living in the NOW. We forgo what is happening at the moment because we got so obsess with what the future will bring us. Then, most of us just sit at home and wait for it to happen. We also read the horoscope or predictions for year 2012 hoping for something good to happen, only to find out, nothing really did happen. Why? Because we just sat on the couch to wait and see.

If you trust it that it would happen, and do something about it - it is a different story altogether. God help those who help themselves. If we continue to hope for others to help us, we may also be setting ourselves up for failure. Think of the things you can do at the moment and how that can change your life. If it is beyond your capabilities, ask for your Angels help. Ask that you are shown guidance and be provided help in whatever area you wish help with.

I just want to make it clear to everyone that although our life may seem pre-destined - such as to have a child at a certain age, to get a job at a certain time - the future is actually NOT destined. We write our own destiny by the decision WE MAKE IN THE NOW. Some things are predestined however, such as your death. But even that, you can choose when to die as everyone has three to four exit doors to Heaven. And also if you choose to go to Heaven, it is Heaven you will go. I say that because many people who had passed, are afraid of the light and chose to stay in the human plane. As a result, they haunt the living being lonely, unacknowledged and depress. See that we all have our freewill? That we make decisions as we go?

I digress. I use the word fantasize because a lot of times our future is just too far fetch from what it currently is. Sure we can hope for it but we would not make our current decisions based on the future. The future is still too far for you to determine unless you choose what you want to do in the now! We then make hasty decision that could hurt your present moment.

The majority of us work so hard thinking that we are insured our bright future when we can earn this much and have this much in the savings account. Sure, we can work hard but do you notice how many of us ended up jeopardizing our friendships, marriage or worse, our health? All in the name to be richer? Just because we want this much of money for our so-called 'bright future', we took our friends, family and health for granted. Don't you see this a common theme among so many? Does the future really guarantee you a lifetime of happiness, success or eternal bliss if you achieve your goals?

By the way, when you don't have health, you have very least. When you have love and happiness, you are guarantee abundance, happiness and success.

Grass is not always greener on the other side. One person may hope that if he or she gets to be out of the situation to move somewhere else, to move out of the country for instance, that he or she will settle the problem once and for all. Grass is only greener on the other side if you settle the problem from your side. It is only then, you appreciate the labor of your work and see everything else greener that you may not even question about moving to the other side.

Problems occur in your life right now it is because you set that out for yourself to learn. You've written your own record before you were born so that you come to 'school', here on Earth to learn what you can become. But if you continue to ignore the current problems presenting to you, by getting out of the situation, you will never solve it problem until you face it head on. For example, if it is a control issue from a parent, one can start by saying "I cannot be controlled by you anymore. I am an adult and I would appreciate you would not be involved if I make my own decision". Sometimes a parent do not want to hear that but sometimes they do. It will work either way because as you said it, you gain the confidence to yourself. You made a decision which is the decision to disconnect from fear and cut the cord of manipulation.

Thus, I urge that we all live in the now. At the moment. Present!

The present time is what you CAN control. The future is yet to determine. What can be determine is the NOW. The now is your future dear readers. The now is actually the time you pay attention to details and work on your issues. Whatever your issue may be - whether it is health, money, home, family, friends, career - you have to work it out in order to ensure a happy future. We are all powerful in our own ways and nothing is impossible to solve!

And remember: we write our own destiny by the decision WE MAKE IN THE NOW.