Invoking the Unseen
being who and what I'm set out to be
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Question: How does clearing negative energy different from healing?
Question:
How does clearing negative energy different from healing? I read your blog and I'm amazed with how you healed the lady (I think the one with kidney problem?)
Answer:
Great question! Clearing is about ridding of negative/dense energy of your body. Healing is manipulating the area with the healing green light energy to achieve the body's optimum, successful, equilibrium state.
One might ask "Why do I need clearing?"
Imagine this: A big lake and the calm surface of the water. The surface represents the median 'weight' of a body - it can either be light or heavy, depending on where it want to go. The ideal place to be, at least to me, is floating on top of the lake. Light bodies are like feathers, floating on top of a lake. It can rest on top of the surface of the water if it wants to. It can also decide to go into the water. But once it is pulled down, say water wetting the feather, the feather has difficulty to climb back up. The pebble found in the bottom of the lake represents the dark, dense energy that is around us. On the lake bed, very little sunlight can reach there, thus creating an even more cold, dark place for it to harbor and because it is dense, it is heavy and continue to sit on the bottom. The pebble, even if it decides, can have quite a difficult challenge to float up to the lighter energy but it is not impossible.
Because of the pollution and low vibrational energy which are heavy (bottom of the lake), we get sucked in and pulled down in the bottom of the lake. When we are there, there's lack of light energy to make us feel energized. Thus we feel depleted, tired, stress, headache, worries, etc. So when I do clearing, it is about clearing off all those low, dense energies and bring you back to the light you once were. When you are reminded of the light, you are more aware and conscious and are reminded of what you are born to do.
Commonly, the feedback after I'm done with clearings are "I feel lighter, happier and more peaceful". Frustration, anger, hatred are all low and heavy, which explains why when one solve his/her problem or overcome a challenge, it feels like a bag of rocks was release off their chest or shoulders. When we carry these 'stones' for so long and didn't release it, our body forced itself to adapt to its 'weight' but it had to work so hard to hold on to that weight. When the weight becomes unbearable, the body repels it by showing you signs like putting pounds on, body ailments, disease and psychological problems.
Healing, on the other hand, can be both healing and clearing. I usually do clearing first to anyone and if there is no need for any medical attention, then the person doesn't need healing. But then again, you can tell that if you receive clearing, it can also be healing on a spiritual level. When I do healing, I send the white healing energy to the specific areas. The light will connect with the cell/molecule/atom, down to its spiritual level to bring it back to its optimum stage. It is often successful when the other person also trust what I am doing and trust that the success will derived from this process. I also give you a set of tools so that you can cope with your daily lifestyles, helping you make positive changes which will result in a healthier, happier and peaceful body, mind and soul in the long run.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Question: Are ordinary objects, like a cup or chair, has a life to them?
Question:
Objects, like car, or a cup, or a chair - do they have like a spiritual thing living in it? In other words, are they sort of alive?
Answer:
Depends on how you define alive. Ordinary objects like car, cup or chair may carry a certain energy to them which is what makes you perceive that the object is alive. Saying it is alive is liken to something that needs air to breathe, excrete and have intelligence to react to a situation. For example, a plant is a living thing which breathes and excrete. It has a make up of cells to create the plant, such as there's certain set of cells to grow the leaves, the stem, the flower, etc. From my understanding and reading studies from Deepak Chopra and David Wilcock's books - when a plant is place near to heat, the cells in the plants will react erratically through the observation of the graph line. When it is removed from heat, the cells shows smooth, straight line. That experiment is then compare to human cells, which concludes that plant cells has similar reaction to human cells' adaptation to fear.
Now lets look at a cup. A cup is not a living thing as we all know it. However we know that a chair is made up of molecules, and the molecules are made of atom. Each atom has its own nucleus and in the nucleus, as its core level, is the spirit, which communicates, sends energy out and/or absorb energy from its environment. The spirit programs the nucleus and atoms to say "you are plastic" and it also says "you are a plastic cup". In a way, these atoms are programmed and does not take on a reaction when it is an perceived dangerous situation, unlike the cells.
However, you can still manipulate the atoms by using your mind - only to a certain extend. Unlike the plant, you can send love and positive energy so that it blossoms into a healthy living organism. The plastic cup though can only do so much because it is program. Although it absorbs energy, but it does not have an intelligence to change its form. It's only program to react to some set of elements, such as if it's heated, then it will melt.
In addition, atoms and molecules are abstract things that we cannot see because it is too small and it also vibrates at a high frequency. As strange as it sounds, these ordinary objects, like the chair you sit on, are our mental projection. Because we want a cup, a cup is presented to us by the Universe. It does not have an intelligent DNA to present itself to you but you made it happen. It cannot repair itself but we could repair it - because of our mental projection. This is another whole topic on Quantum Physics and how the quantum world works.
In some ways, the objects does react to your energy. Although, it carries some energy, the energy however is derived from regular usage from the user. Another example - a door knob may be just a door knob. But to a more psychically sensitive person, a door knob can present information to the user who used to open the door due to the energy that it has absorb overtime. If the previous home owner has use it with a lot of love and has put positive advancement and renovation towards the house, the door knob would feel pleasant and happy as oppose to someone who lives in a house full of negativity. The next home owner who touches it would feel these differences. The next step is then either to do a spiritual clearing on the door knob or remove it altogether.
So if you feel your car is alive, that is true but it is your own energy that made it energetically unique to your senses. Your car, your cup, the playground, reacts to your ideas, your perception to your surrounding. The auric field you perceive from these objects are your ability to connect with them at their core level - the spirit level of the atoms. That said, you can benefit from this as it can be manipulated to your advantage. A person's energy field, or auric field projects 30 feet out from his or her own body. Imagine how powerful that is! So think positively, be kind and loving and see how that change everything and everyone around you. It can makes a difference.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Question: If I have had a different date of birth, would I have a different life?
Question:
What I want to know is, would it have changed, my date of birth, should the doctor choose a different date, or should my mum choose not to have induced labor or will I still be born on the date that I was born? And if things have changed, would I have a different life?
I think it is a fact that the people the crosses path with us in this life, have crossed path with us in our previous life. So, having said that, could it be that it was my destiny to meet this doc, and to have him sort of decide that oh, this is the date I'm free, so please come and give birth.
Answer:
Although our date of birth or time has been fixed, it is actually more of the moment that is actually fixed. The day and time we are born, as we have already chose before being delivered to the three-dimensional world, is more about meeting the astrological arrangement than the time per se. If you think about it, time in the human world, is a relative subject. 1am in Australia may be 4pm, the previous day, in the United States. It is the 'moment' that we are fitting ourselves into. It is also the case with marriage, meeting a new partner, getting a new house, new car, a new pet, death, etc.
The moment is a way of saying the time is right, or that all is ripe, it is ready to be harvested. When an intuitive or astrologer says the time is right for you, they meant that the world has arrange its energy surrounding you, to fully support you what you are doing in accordance to your goal.
Should your mother induced labor and if she had postpone her delivery 1-2 weeks later, that was suppose to be because somehow, you have already arranged time and date due to the astrological sign, the numerology of the universe and the feng shui of your birth at that place to meet your life path's goal.
However, if its only between one to four days difference, the moment is still there. Whether you are given birth on Saturday or two days later, it's still pretty much the same moment. As a matter of fact, one's astrological sign is quite fixed within a month. A few days difference won't make any changes to your life path. Although it may only take a few days for the astrological arrangement and placement of the planets to make an observation, such that if Venus is in Jupiter, the givers of luck for a good two days, one may be belonged or 'under the effect' for about plus or minus a month.
The time and date you are given birth to is important largely to individualize the journey of your life path. The individualization of your journey can be seen through your distinctive, unique personality and characteristics but does not make much major changes to the path you have already chosen. Your birth date and time can tell me a lot about your personality, characteristics, behavior and actions towards others but to say if your life would have been different if you so choose another date to be given birth? It is quite insignificant. Your personality and actions can do a lot to change your life path too but it does not determine it. Because after all, your actions and behavior is something you have control over with.
My Angels showed me an example.
The life path you have chosen is liken to a golf course. The grass, the location of the green, the trees that obstruct your way, the big boulders that create texture on the ground and so on are the life opportunities you have set for yourself. Your birth dates are like you choosing to begin golfing at a certain time - say in the evening. It may have strong wind, darker cloud and drizzle a little. Or you may have chose to play early in the morning, when it is brighter with lots of sunshine, much warmer weather but the grass is unusually dry, thus affecting the game you usually play. Both situation, whether one is better to another, has uniquely individualized your game of the day.
Every life has its educational chances, as you see with the trees, and boulders set in the course. You may say the weather is another challenge too. Yes it does, but unlike the trees and boulder, the weather not constant. You can let the weather affect you and you can also NOT let it because weather, as we all know, has a cycle. You may have a terrible weather day this month but it may be nice and full of sunshine next month. It is HOW you decide to play the game is what really matters. Hitting the ball into the hole is what your life is all about, not your date of birth to decide on that. The challenges you see in the course presents you the opportunities to learn and overcome so that you can successfully move on to the next hole. The more you feel challenged, the better you get. Should you feel hopeless and thought you can never succeed, the hole is still there, your goal is still there - it is never taken away. That said, everyone is entitled to having a great game one way or another. Grumpy throughout the game, cursing at the weather? Or take the weather as it is, play joyfully and take it as a wonderful challenge to better your skill? It is up to each and everyone of us.
Destiny to meet your doctor and had met him over parents' or your past live? Yes and No. Yes that your mother trust him and was guided to choose him as a trusted doctor to deliver her babies but not necessarily in a sense where they have met before in their past live that he was entitled to take the role. I'm not saying it is impossible, they might have but not necessarily has to be destined to take a role as your Mother's personal gynae.
Hope it all made sense.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Question: Are dreams real?
Question:
Are dreams real? There are times when I would have dreams and it feels so real... It is as though there are people trying to tell you something, and they do it through your dreams. But what I was told is dreams aren't real. They are just things we think about and we may believe in it, but it may not be true. It's like our own imagination. I've also heard of the fact that dreams are our subconscious mind speaking. So it may be real.
Answer:
First off, the word imagination is the worst word made up for humankind. Imagination is a way of getting your thoughts together to create a scene for yourself. You did it intentionally, hence you imagine. When you don't do it intentionally, is when you receive divine messages from God or your unseen support team. That's why imagination is very different from dreams, or intuitive messages because dreams and intuitive messages does not need any effort for you to make it up.
Second off, dreams are as real as you and me. Dreams can be very abstract to explain but here are some ways to identify if they are real or not. I have identified a few and hope it will explain to you how dreams are actually real manifestation from your own subconscious mind and it is for you to take note, no matter how useless they may seem.
Are dreams real? There are times when I would have dreams and it feels so real... It is as though there are people trying to tell you something, and they do it through your dreams. But what I was told is dreams aren't real. They are just things we think about and we may believe in it, but it may not be true. It's like our own imagination. I've also heard of the fact that dreams are our subconscious mind speaking. So it may be real.
Answer:
First off, the word imagination is the worst word made up for humankind. Imagination is a way of getting your thoughts together to create a scene for yourself. You did it intentionally, hence you imagine. When you don't do it intentionally, is when you receive divine messages from God or your unseen support team. That's why imagination is very different from dreams, or intuitive messages because dreams and intuitive messages does not need any effort for you to make it up.
Second off, dreams are as real as you and me. Dreams can be very abstract to explain but here are some ways to identify if they are real or not. I have identified a few and hope it will explain to you how dreams are actually real manifestation from your own subconscious mind and it is for you to take note, no matter how useless they may seem.
- messages of your subconscious mind - requesting you to start working on issues that you are currently, unconsciously blocking yourself from certain achievement
When it is messages of your subconscious mind, the dream is usually symbolic. The dream may not make sense - it may look awkward and disjointed. For instance, you may be in a house but the house is filled with gold tiles, which is not your house. House is an example where it is an indication of you looking deep within. Look a dream dictionary for more information on this signs.
- messages from your Angels/ghost/Deceased Loved Ones
If it is a message from Angels, it is always comforting, loving, joyful and peaceful. So are Deceased Loved Ones. They usually come with a lot of love, with no speaking involve... that means you will not see their mouth moving but you understand them telephatically. Nothing from the divine should appear frightful, depressing or lack of. If you find it frightful, disgusted, nervous, anxious and sad, your encounter may be with a ghost who is trying to send you a message. They send you messages while you are asleep because that is when your ego is at rest and it would not fight you from communicating psychically.
- messages from anyone alive
When it is a message from someone else alive, such that you could be dreaming your sister is going to have a baby and it turned out to be true as you find out the next morning, that is your sister sending you thoughts while she is sleeping. Because we are connected and we come from the same Source, we communicate among ourselves constantly and we never know it. We know we can send each other messages but we didn't know it is that powerful. But we receive them while we sleep because again, the ego is at rest and it is unable to filter the subtle messages that comes through.
- a past live that you have yet to release and it is requiring you to so that you can live your life free from karmic ties
When it is past lives, you see your dream as a whole. The scene is like a movie line. Everything would seem so real and you would probably even think, waking up from the dream that you were still in that lifetime. I recommend you try to recall this type of dream as much as possible. Write it in a journal. If it happen more than once, it is a good chance that the dream is a past live. Once you are aware of it, tell your Angels that you want to release your dream. As soon as you release it with the next exhale, you should feel as sense of peace and joy. The releasing method allows you to move forward with life without fear, judgement and phobias.
- pre-cognition of future events / syncrodestiny
Pre-cognition is like foretelling of future events. It may be your spirit guides or guardian angels trying to let you know, based on the decisions you are doing now, you will encounter these future events. If the future event is something you look forward to and you are please with the scenes, by all means, keep doing what you are doing. Your angels are applauding you. If the future events seem bleak, or there may be death involved, please let that person or yourself know. Pray for safety, make wise decisions and ask your angels for clear guidance to help you make the right step. Do not fear for the worse as of course, you would manifest that. Instead, know that all future events can be altered. It is your freewill that will change the path. So do whatever you can in the NOW, to manifest your best dreams to come true.
A syncrodestiny may be giving you signs of what is in your life right now. Syncrodestiny is like living a life full of deja vu or full of coincidence. Coincidence is not just a mere luck. It is the manifestation of your own wanting, your own desires in your current life. However, sometimes we do not know what is the next step to take to meet that 'coincidence'. There are going to be times when you only need to make that one phone call to this particular person because you thought about him or her, and that's how you got your new job. So, in dreams, sometimes we are given the signs to that next step. Take note of it as you may see it apply when you are awake. Coincidence, good luck and deja vu are just ways to send you the messages that you are on the right track. The track is then the one that will lead you to the event or achievements you are trying to manifest in your life.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
What Is My Path? And How Am I Ever Going To Find It?
When you are confuse and wonder what your life path or purpose is, your first step to finding out is to look within. It is not easy to see yourself with honesty, but it is the only way for you will only be reminded what you really are build in inside. It is like reminding yourself, what is your real role, what are your scripts? Because now you are like the actress who forgot her lines, thus forgetting what her role is suppose to be.
It's funny how after a decade, I went on a frantic search for Pocahontas movie soundtrack on Youtube, only to realize, Wow - what a powerful movie. When I finally found it, I have forgotten how much I used to love singing to their soundtrack and after 17 years later, I still remember all its lyrics! At age 12, I really didn't understood a lot of the lines that were said but of course, now I do and I'm in love with it even more. In retrospect, I think you would already know in your heart what it really meant, when you hear something so familiar at soul level, although your brain did not have the vocabulary for it.
If you grew up with Disney movie, you would know the older ones are packed with meanings and are beautifully written. One of the meaningful songs I find that could be useful for a lot of you is this song called "Listen to your Heart". You might think this is ridiculous, to use a kid's movie for reference but take your mind away from judging the cartoon appearances and that it is for kids only. Listen carefully to the lyrics - see how Pocahontas asked for guidance from Mother Earth and how she honor listening to her heart without doubting but with all honesty. She accepted her soul's message and in that instance, curiosity kicks in and she went to look for what it meant. When you are looking, the Universe sends you the answers and you need not look hard for it. However, patience may be the only thing you would have to endure in this process. When you asked, the answers would showed up... sooner or later.
I was in that exact process in the whole of 2011. The whole time asking and searching, asking and searching, and finally I found it. If only I did not doubt myself, the process would have gone even faster. I listen to my heart, to find who the soul really is. When I accepted what my heart sang to me, it became apparent who I am suppose to be. It fits right in, it was very comfortable, it feels positive, joyful and centered. No need for struggling, frustrating moments... it will all feel right when you Listen To Your Heart.
It's funny how after a decade, I went on a frantic search for Pocahontas movie soundtrack on Youtube, only to realize, Wow - what a powerful movie. When I finally found it, I have forgotten how much I used to love singing to their soundtrack and after 17 years later, I still remember all its lyrics! At age 12, I really didn't understood a lot of the lines that were said but of course, now I do and I'm in love with it even more. In retrospect, I think you would already know in your heart what it really meant, when you hear something so familiar at soul level, although your brain did not have the vocabulary for it.
If you grew up with Disney movie, you would know the older ones are packed with meanings and are beautifully written. One of the meaningful songs I find that could be useful for a lot of you is this song called "Listen to your Heart". You might think this is ridiculous, to use a kid's movie for reference but take your mind away from judging the cartoon appearances and that it is for kids only. Listen carefully to the lyrics - see how Pocahontas asked for guidance from Mother Earth and how she honor listening to her heart without doubting but with all honesty. She accepted her soul's message and in that instance, curiosity kicks in and she went to look for what it meant. When you are looking, the Universe sends you the answers and you need not look hard for it. However, patience may be the only thing you would have to endure in this process. When you asked, the answers would showed up... sooner or later.
I was in that exact process in the whole of 2011. The whole time asking and searching, asking and searching, and finally I found it. If only I did not doubt myself, the process would have gone even faster. I listen to my heart, to find who the soul really is. When I accepted what my heart sang to me, it became apparent who I am suppose to be. It fits right in, it was very comfortable, it feels positive, joyful and centered. No need for struggling, frustrating moments... it will all feel right when you Listen To Your Heart.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Question: How many past lives does one have?
Hi folks... it has been a while. Yes, my apology. I have been occupied with umpteenth human obligations but because it is the holiday season now, workload has eased up.
I've started to allow general questions session, aside from my free one question reading that will be available soon. Bear with me while I'm still figuring out how to set this new business up. Ever since I came out from the closet, I've been bombarded with many good, genuine metaphysical questions. I found myself exhausted having to repeat somewhat the same questions from a lot of you, no pun intended and I knew if I were to keep doing that, I will someday resent my 'job'. I didn't want that. Therefore, I allow you readers, to send me your questions to my email, while you remain anonymous. Your questions will be personally answer by me but others will also get to read it and learn it for themselves. That way, my knowledge is spread to countless people and I will continue to have energy to do the work require to help all of you.
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Here is one of the questions I got from this week.
How many past lives does one have?
Each of us has many, many past lives whether you can understand it or not. It depends on the soul's need for education, lessons, experiences and karmic clearing. It depends on their soul contract with their loved ones who we travel with in pods. We travel with our family, significant others, cousins, grandparents and best friends together from one lifetime to another. We could have been alive as an animal, a plant or, this may be hard to swallow, even Extra Terrestrial before we become to this lifetime.
For an example, I have discovered that I have had a life as a witch in Scotland, who was hang to death in the early 1300s. And then I also had a life as a Venetian artist in 1400s and so on. So far, I have only discovered about 8 past lives of the many past lives I have but the reason I am discovering them is so that I am able to release karmic experiences, emotional blockages and even physical pains. One of my unexplained leg pain was actually due to one lifetime where I was a Polish refugee being held hostage and abused by the Czech military. It was unbearable at times but because I was aware of it, I learned how to release it and soon, the pain was gone.
I digress but that just goes to show how many lifetimes one can have. We could be experiencing a lifetime with other many physical bodies. But the soul remain one and only one branches out to that many physical bodies. That's why we have the knowledge we have and some more observable, such as talents to play music or cook well, others may not be that observable until you need to use it.
Thanks for the questions and please let it keep on coming. :)
I've started to allow general questions session, aside from my free one question reading that will be available soon. Bear with me while I'm still figuring out how to set this new business up. Ever since I came out from the closet, I've been bombarded with many good, genuine metaphysical questions. I found myself exhausted having to repeat somewhat the same questions from a lot of you, no pun intended and I knew if I were to keep doing that, I will someday resent my 'job'. I didn't want that. Therefore, I allow you readers, to send me your questions to my email, while you remain anonymous. Your questions will be personally answer by me but others will also get to read it and learn it for themselves. That way, my knowledge is spread to countless people and I will continue to have energy to do the work require to help all of you.
To avoid online spamming, please click "Like" my Facebook page to obtain my email address.
Here is one of the questions I got from this week.
How many past lives does one have?
Each of us has many, many past lives whether you can understand it or not. It depends on the soul's need for education, lessons, experiences and karmic clearing. It depends on their soul contract with their loved ones who we travel with in pods. We travel with our family, significant others, cousins, grandparents and best friends together from one lifetime to another. We could have been alive as an animal, a plant or, this may be hard to swallow, even Extra Terrestrial before we become to this lifetime.
For an example, I have discovered that I have had a life as a witch in Scotland, who was hang to death in the early 1300s. And then I also had a life as a Venetian artist in 1400s and so on. So far, I have only discovered about 8 past lives of the many past lives I have but the reason I am discovering them is so that I am able to release karmic experiences, emotional blockages and even physical pains. One of my unexplained leg pain was actually due to one lifetime where I was a Polish refugee being held hostage and abused by the Czech military. It was unbearable at times but because I was aware of it, I learned how to release it and soon, the pain was gone.
I digress but that just goes to show how many lifetimes one can have. We could be experiencing a lifetime with other many physical bodies. But the soul remain one and only one branches out to that many physical bodies. That's why we have the knowledge we have and some more observable, such as talents to play music or cook well, others may not be that observable until you need to use it.
Thanks for the questions and please let it keep on coming. :)
Friday, November 11, 2011
The New Me
My new life has now consist of making decisions based on a little business that I intended to have. I have beginning to charge people as soon as I get an OK from my Unseen support team. They have 'graduated' me from my internship, my training phase that I am now set for professional readings and healing sessions. And indeed, once I got the OK, I have felt more comfortable even doing readings for people 20 to 40 years my senior. I am now comfortable to say I know and I understand. I used to have this fear around me that I am too young to understand but I later learn that it is only a number of my age, like I've said to you readers. I've actually been on so many lifetimes - so much that I can even prove to you the documented historical facts that I did not know myself. The facts were only found after a channeled message of my past lives, only to find that those certain countries that I have lived really had the Poland Slovakia border war in 1940s, the Venice painter named Leon Giambatista and the 1400s witches massacre in Scotland. So yes, I've been around for a long time and have learn a lot in order to understand your life. The new life is now comfortable as I've made decisions to forgo some areas in order to completely focus on the current 'plan'. It feels good now to be able to be of service to others without fear and judgment.
My new body is a body that has just lost 20 pounds in 3 months. When I first started losing weight, I was unaware of it. Little did I know, I actually lost 8 pounds when I first discovered that I needed new undergarments. Everything started to get loose. Everything I wore seem to look odd in the mirror. So it wasn't until I went shopping is when I realized, I have dropped a size down. I was completely surprise and was taken back by the fact that I needn't to try hard at all. I used to jog, swim, play tennis, yoga, eat right without losing one single pound. Now, I need not even try and I am not advocating the fact that exercise is unimportant but I feel being truthful to self, and being emotionally healthy, is the gateway to healthy weight loss success. By that I mean, we have to work out whatever our fear, insecurities and frustrations are. All the negativity that we collected MUST be purged out in order to let the new love, light and true self enter the new body. It is only then, you hear your true self what he or she wants. Your true self or what others call the Higher Self, who is just another version of you - just wiser and knows more - understands what your body needs and he or she will guide you to eat what you are suppose to eat in order to detoxify or possibly even cure. Everyone is entitled to that and no one is turn down for wanting to better themselves. It just have to be done the right way. I have been successful at it because I've allowed my Higher Self to help teach me what to eat. I've turn vegetarian but I won't deny eating a big piece of steak if my body is asking for animal protein. Moderation is key as each of our body is different. Initially only wanted to be vegetarian for a week, I have now done it more than 3 months effortlessly. I would not advice everyone to go on a veggie diet just because it was successful for me. Everyone has a different elemental build up to their own anatomy. So the most important thing to weight loss is really to know yourself and what your resentments are. The extra insulation of layers of excess energy mostly stem from childhood frustration, resentment and anger. Admit your true feelings, acknowledge it and let it out.
My new mind is now a mind that is only occupied with love, light and happiness. I call myself a little selfish now as I demand only for the best for myself. For instance, I demand for the freshest vegetables and fruits, I demand for the best sleep at night, I demand for time alone to read and meditate and I demand for the quality time spend with my family or friends - without any obligation to make anyone else happy but me. I would not allow others to tell me what I should or what I cannot do in order to please themselves. My previous mind is the one that was weak and allowed all sorts of manipulation that resulted to losing myself - I forgot who the real Jessie was. Now, I know myself very well and as strong as ever. I do not allow guilt to determine my life. If I sense worries, stress, guilt or fear, I acknowledge it and let it go. I let go to God and the Angels handle it because I know they will help me as long as I just do continue to walk the path and everything will be alright. The outcome is to be determine by them. We can only control so much. Due to that, I made wiser decision and speak eloquently even to the most depressed or difficult person sitting in front of me. If I hurt their feelings, it is obvious their energy does not match with mine and I would not feel bad because I have other people that matches my energy. And because I am strong myself, the ripple effect to help others is unimaginable. I am proud to be able to help others without having to worry if I would be drained by it. I speak of words of love and encouragement, that it becomes inspirational to those who hear, hence improving their life.
With all that said, I have now become a new person with a new set of tools to work with. I am really excited for the upcoming changes that I am plan on making. The plans are on its way and will be implemented on times that are suitable for its launching. We will see where it takes us from here but for now, I know this is what I'm suppose to do at the moment and the next path is yet to be discovered. The change is a process and the process is unfolding.
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